I like the way things are right now. But the reality is that there is an imminent need for me to thrash things out.

I know what I needed to do. But I just can't bear to change the way things are right now.

Whatever that is happening now could all just be a dream. And I'm so unwilling to wake up right now. Enjoying every moment of it. The more I enjoy the more painful it is going to be for me when all that is right now is really just a dream.

I keep giving myself excuses that I need a right time. Truth is there ain't such time. Any time is a good time.

So the question is when.